tag:everythingshayna.com,2005:/blogs/lyrics-and-creditsLyrics and Credits2022-05-13T10:03:43-07:00everythingshaynafalsetag:everythingshayna.com,2005:Post/63720322020-07-01T00:45:38-07:002022-05-13T10:03:43-07:00BEautiful MEss Lyrics and Credits<p style="text-align: center;"><img src="//d10j3mvrs1suex.cloudfront.net/u/481120/4e2adf033f3a49e39b6fbf43d4771dc369cfcfd9/original/beautiful-mess-cover-newb-lines.jpg/!!/b:W10=.jpg" class="size_l justify_center border_" /></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Album Art by Stephen Chavez - Photo By Mario Castellanos</p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><span class="font_large"><strong>Bent </strong></span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><em>music and lyrics: shayna </em><br> </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i kneel down and say </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">get me through another day </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">was safe when i was strong </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">my music was my man </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i put it first and then i ran </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i'd lose just to win </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">still i'd let it all go </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">leave the star at the show </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">cause i'm seein’ differently </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">now that you're with me </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i know you'd never ask me to </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">give it all up for you </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">but i'm seeing clearly </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">now that you're near me </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">just got back from where i've been </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">took a look deep within </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">not sure if i like all i've seen </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">this mirror's playing tricks on me </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">all things beautiful and bent i find </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">it's not much, but it's mine </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">has kept me quite alive </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">still i'd let it all go </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">leave the star at the show </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">cause i'm seein’ differently </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">now that you're with me </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i know you'd never ask me to </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">give it all up for you </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">but i'm seeing clearly </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">now that you're near me</p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><span class="font_large"><strong>Try </strong></span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><i>lyrics: shayna, music: andrew malac & shayna</i><br> </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Ive got a box </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">and you’ve got a thing </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">ya thats the difference </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">and I like to talk about everything </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">ya thats the difference </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">well I try </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I try </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">yes I try </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I try </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">You say stop… when we should begin </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">ya thats the difference </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I think free is a contradiction </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">ya that the difference </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">you say look… and I see </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">ya thats the difference </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">you say god… and I say me </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">ya thats the difference </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">well I try </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I try </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">yes I try </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I try </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">goin’ round the world to find the balance in all things life brings </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">for you and me when we are empty </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">so gather up your beautiful and raw imperfect beings </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">and face the mirror and thank thee </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">you say bitch when I am strong </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">ya thats the difference </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">are you weak or are you wrong? </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">well? </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">well I try </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I try </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">yes I try </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I try </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">yes I try </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I try </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">and I try </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I try </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">go’in round the world</p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><span class="font_large"><strong>Undone </strong></span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">music and lyrics: shayna <br> </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">stop telling me I'm wrong </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">cause it don’t feel good anymore </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">don’t say you’ll stay, just find your way out the door </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">long ago now it seems </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">still its not easy starting from nothing </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">in this battle with my beast </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I must release these… </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">crazy little messes </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">talking past present tenses </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">im building down fences </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">let me stop making sense </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">cause I am coming undone </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">interrupted by the muse </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">im feeling stuck and I am broken </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">dont you know hey haven’t ya all heard? </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I am the perfect white token </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">come on girl I need you now please try </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Pricilla’s passing out her patience </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">daddy, daddy teach me how to fall… </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">yes can ya do that from your station </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">crazy little messes </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">talking past present tenses </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">im building down fences </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">let me stop making sense </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">cause I am coming undone </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">well I must release these… </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">crazy little messes </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">talking past present tenses </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">im building down fences </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">let me stop making sense </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">well I must release these </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">crazy little messes </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">talking past present tenses </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">im building down fences </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">let me stop making sense </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">cause I am coming undone </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">cause I am coming undone </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">let me dance till I am restless </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">cause I am coming undone</p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><span class="font_large"><strong>#16 </strong></span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">music and lyrics: shayna <br> </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">still i can't find a way </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">to figure out why we stay this way </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">who we are, what we do </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">does it all come down to this </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">a simple me and you </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">so we pray in our way </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">we pass the time </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">and try to find our way through </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">so we go 'round with the world </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">with you, right here in the center of our lives </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">after all was said and done </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">you were there to say it's alright </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">so now we try to say good bye to you now </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">humbling and troubled, we stumble </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">to the scene in disbelief </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">yeh she screamed and cried he was the best part </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">he was the best thing </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">#16 </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">he wants to hide, she runs to him </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">for a little comfort and a grin </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i come apart and turn away </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">seems we lost forever in a day </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">who we are, what we do </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">does it all come down to this a simple me and you </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">but now he sees, he's got his wings </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">they were always there, but he was just so unaware </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">how far he could fly </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">so now we try to say goodbye </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">humbling and troubled, we stumble </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">to the scene in disbelief </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">yeah, she screams </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">and cries he was the best part </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">he was the best thing </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">#16 </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">(song for grandpa)</p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><span class="font_large"><strong>LAUGH & CRY </strong></span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">music and lyrics: shayna <br> </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">How do you do this? </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Can you show me how? </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Man I love you, but I don’t like you right now… </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Somewhere back in time </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Someone lost the deal </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And we blame them for how we think and feel </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I can barely see the man I thought you’d be </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Where you goin? Where you been? </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Sometimes I get lost in… </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">This world thats big and blue </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">But it can be small too </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">So go on and laugh, ya go on and cry </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">If thats what you feel inside </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Somebody hurt you </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Well I was left here too </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I think we should stop and look at all this beauty </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I think its our duty, to forgive, so we can live </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">This precious thing called life </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Somewhere back in time </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Someone lost the deal </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And we blame them for how we think and feel </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I can barely see, the girl I thought I’d be </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Where am I goin? Ya where have I been? </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Sometimes I get lost in… </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">This world thats big and blue </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">But it can be small too </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">So go on and laugh, ya go on and cry </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">If thats what you feel inside </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Someone back up time, so I can grab the wheel </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And not blame you for how I think and feel </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Ya, how you think and feel… </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">From here where I stand </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Its hard to see your man </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Back on up so I can see </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Blame it on her ya, blame it on me </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">This world thats big and blue </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">But it can be small too </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">So go on and laugh, ya go on and cry </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">If thats what you feel inside</p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><span class="font_large"><strong>Beautiful Mess </strong></span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><em>lyrics: shayna - music: shayna, willie aron, mike meltzer </em><br> </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">so you ask me how I’m feeling </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">yet this derives from no particular meaning </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I am bound and awkwardly I’m found </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">still falling from the inside </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I can see this beautiful mess you brought to me </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">theres no other place that I wanna be </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">sitting here while you adoringly stare </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">yes I am hopeful without a doubt </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">so when I trip about the weather </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">or the reasons why and how long you stayed together </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">1,2,weeee ooops baby makes 3 </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">still you said it was always me </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I can see this beautiful mess you brought to me </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">theres no other place that I wanna be </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">sitting here while you adoringly stare </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">cause I am hopeful without a doubt </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I can see this beautiful mess you brought to me </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">theres no other place that I want to be </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">sitting here while you adoringly stare </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">cause I am hopeful without a doubt </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">hopeful without a doubt </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">hopeful without a doubt </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">hopeful without a doubt</p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><span class="font_large"><strong>Josie </strong></span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><i>lyrics: shayna - music: carlos gonzalez & shayna</i><br> </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">josie was a girl </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">from a simulated world </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">didn't know how to fit in </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">so she'd hide it </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">she put a gun up to her head </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">and then she said hey bang i'm dead </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">saw the kids on TV do it </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">so she tried it </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">and she says, </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">hey, hey what do you say </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">gotta get home, gotta make the change </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">hey, hey she won't try to fight it </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">she just wants to be a part of now </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">she stands alone and screams out </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">josie was the one </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">yeah, you know she's so much fun </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">got the car and bought the star on the boulevard </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">she wore her pants down on her hips </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">she lost her ass and bought some tits </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">with all this i really think she could get far </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">and she says, </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">hey, hey what do you say </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">gotta get home, gotta make the change </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">hey, hey she won't try to fight it </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">she just wants to be a part of now </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">she stands alone and screams out </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i'm number one </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">it's so much fun </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i'm on the top </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i won't come down </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">hey can't you see, everybody </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">it's you, it's me, it's josie </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">josie like to be </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">everything but fifty three </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">lived on TV sets, the mall and her balance bars </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">she got a gig at the local gym </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">yeah letting all the young kids in </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">cuz' she felt just like them in her heart </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">and she says, </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">hey, hey what do you say </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">gotta get home, gotta make the change </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">hey, hey she won't try to fight it </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">she just wants to be a part of now </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">she stands alone and screams out...</p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><span class="font_large"><strong>21 Hopes </strong></span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">music and lyrics: shayna <br> </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i look around the corner </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i see you lying there, tired to the bone </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">but i won't call you lazy, no not today </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">you're finally home </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">you're beautiful </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">yes you're beautiful to me </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i'm searchin’ for that holy grail </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">a fairy tale </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i've got 21 hopes a day </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i'm comin’ so hold on faith </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i know it's late </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">can you hold on for one more day </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">it's two o clock in the morning </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">you're finally coming in, burned out from your day </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i can't wait to see you shinin’ </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">the colors that you bring are light enough </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">just my luck </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">you're beautiful </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">yes you're beautiful to me </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i'm searching for that holy grail </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">a fairy tale </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i've got 21 hopes a day </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i'm comin’ so hold on faith </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">i know it's late </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">can you hold on for one more day</p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><span class="font_large"><strong>She Goes </strong></span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">music and lyrics: shayna <br> </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">could this mean we’re only passing time </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">just cause she’s lost in him </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">doesn’t mean she’s lost all of her mind </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">seemed a good habit for awhile </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">he was the judge and jury </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">and her past held present like a trial </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">ya there she goes </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">turning into someone that she knows </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">ya there she goes </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">turning into someone that she’d really like to know </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Im sorry you saw the different as differences </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">and I’m sorry that there’s space beyond 6 inches </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I’m sorry that this toad became a princess </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I am not a mr, so let me be a mrs </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">ya there she goes </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">turning into someone that she knows </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">ya there she goes </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">turning into someone that she’d really like to know </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I cannot be convicted </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">and I’m all out of weakness </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I wish for us insurance </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">so we can cure this sickness </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">and we can find our way back to love </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">ya there she goes </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">turning into someone that she knows </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">ya there she goes </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">turning into someone that she’d really like to know </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">ya there she goes </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">turning into someone that she </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">turning into someone that she </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">turning into someone that she know…</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"> </p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span class="font_large"><strong>Perfect </strong></span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">music and lyrics: shayna <br> </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Through this universe I like to roam </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Between you and me we’re not alone </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">You lift me up Ill spin you round </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Ill be your up, when you’re down </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Ill be your up, when you’re down </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">So leave the flowers in your hair </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And forget everything from here to there </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And tell your monsters to beware </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Cause right now you’re perfect </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">When tears run dry just laugh a lot </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">When all those things you said but never thought </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Have pushed you down in your confined space </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Hiding the man behind the face </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Ill be your up when, you’re down </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">So leave the flowers in your hair </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And forget everything from here to there </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And tell your monsters to beware </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Tell your monsters to beware </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Na-na-na-na-na </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">So leave the flowers in your hair </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And forget everything from here to there </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And tell your monsters to beware </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Cause right now you’re perfect </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And Ill be your up… </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And Ill be your up… </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">When you’re down </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">You are not alone </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And in the time that it takes </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">You are not alone </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">For you to get back in your place </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">You are not alone </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And when your world is spinnin’ round </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">You are not alone </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Ill be your up when your down </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">You are not alone </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">You are not alone </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">You are not alone </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">You are not alone</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"> </p>
<p style="text-align: center;"> </p>everythingshayna